hit me baby one more time

ARGHHHHH!!!!!

*stamps feet* *pulls hair* *spin around in circles*

I DUN WANNA DO HOMEWORK!
I DUN WANNA GO PRACTICE!
I DUN WANNA WORK OUT!
I DUN WANNA DO ASSIGNMENTS!
I DUN WANNA WRITE THESIS!
I DUN WANNA GO TO CLASS!
I DUN WANNA WORK!
I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT!!!!
I NEED A HOLIDAY!!!!! I WANNA EAT LIKE A PIG N SLEEP ALL DAY AND WAIT FOR MONEY TO FALL FROM THE SKY!!!! I WANNA PRAY THAT I WIN THE LOTTERY SO I CAN RETIRE EARLY!!!

I'm now at the point of attempting to run away from reality. This is bad.

okay ranting's over, time to get back to work.

*chants*

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.

I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.....

>T___T<

a very bad joke

Trust isn't something easy to get. Ask a person who've been stabbed at the back by someone they thought were their closest friend. Once it's ripped apart, mending it might just be an impossible task. The bond is imperfect, with cuts and leakages, tainted with insecurities.

Once it's gone, it's gone.
U can never really trust anybody nowadays. Not for me.
Call me bitter or watever u want, (and that's if i give two flying fucks about) I'm not leaving my heart out in the open to let anybody ripped it apart, spit it on the floor and stamp on it again.
And i will not give more than what i feel is enough for anybody.

and if u cross the border, i won't ignore, i WILL bite back, and i make sure u hurt..... real bad.

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I'm not sure if you would read this, not even sure if u knew the existense of this blog. But i guess it's about time i back-off now. Don't worry, there's no obligations neither was there any expectations from u. It's just that letting u know how i feel still doesn't not get me wat i want.

I need a resolution, i need to know where to go from here, i need to know if we think the same.
But i still do not know. It's unfair to me that i'm left with open ended answers with no solutions.

I have too much in my hands to handle now that it's driving me crazy. I can't stop thinking, i wish i could but i can't.
What u say or think mattered a lot to me, which becomes a burden when it's only me here feeling this way.

I'm an idiot, i know.
but for now, that's about it, i'm done.