Sunday, November 9, 2008

Project Rail/ Heroes Premiere/ Prom the Musical

Updates!

hmm... sorry i've been away for far too long.. there has been a few projects i've been involved with.


1st and foremost, i was involved in the dance dept's 1st batch graduation final year project. it is like a showcase of choreography by three graduating seniors of mine. Kak nurul, my senior *love u lots* initially asked me to help her out by being one of her dancers in her work titled "Rail". Not knowing what to expect,I agreed.


The theme of her choreograhy is about relationships and making choices in the transitions of emotions between human relations. To the choreographer, Rail, as in the railway train track is analogous to human relationships. The people that we've encountered in our lives could accompany us by giving advices and walking hand in hand with us, regardless whom they may be, friend, sibling, lovers, foe, acquaintance of any kind, but the only person who can make decision to how we wanna lead our lives is ourselves. And that the railway track is always parallel, close side by side but never intersecting.


Rail also depicts the emotional transitions of relationship through the eyes of a woman.

I feel deeply for this choreography as it hits close to home. The emotional buildup heighthens and has very abrupt changes which one can relate closely to. I thank kak nurul for giving me the opportunity to be a part of this amazing experience, i also thank kak munie and abang sya (dancers) for being such a wonderful team together.


there are other 2 pieces by my other two graduating seniors- "Semalu" by Saliha Likun and "Panji Semerang" by Ma Nor Huda Mohd Mansor. "Semalu" is about the role of a woman in the society as a mother, sister, and wife, whose duty makes one woman strong yet gentle like the mimosa plant, which is called semalu in malay.



"Panji Semerang" is a dance drama which takes the plot of an old folk tale about a royal princess' mother has been assasinated, then she disguised herself as a man to escape and search for her fiancee at another land, which she comes back to her motherland and reclaim victory.

there's is a review by Dancer/choreographer, Bilqis Hijjas, who also came to watch the performance that day. click here


ok not gonna be too wordy... here's pictures!

crew hard at work!

super StageManagers: Aiwi n porpor

Rail Rehearsal






Semalu Stage Blocking


Panji Semerang stage blocking

Warming up

Green Room


Performance-trio




Best Friends







Relationships




The choreographer n me




Kak munie n mr.puppet


Abang Sya n me


<3>


Super ASM n me
From L: Lingling,BFFE,rikko, sya,sim,cindy,margaret,moi,norulle



Cast n crew!


Second batch: CLASSMATES!!



Love u all laaaa


<3rail<3>
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Next up.. i 'm also involved in Heroes Season 3 Premiere which was held in Pavilion KL not too long ago. We had to dress like the "new and improved" Claire Bennet, the immortal cheerleader who seem indestructible. Shana is the "uninjured" Claire Bennet in the Costa Verde High cheerleading attire. We had to role play in a short skit where a mutant prisoner breaks out and chases after Shana. It was pretty funny cuz we had to go on a screaming frenzy without laughing out loud. But all in all it was fun... here are more pictures!!


Charm Babes(sze wern is missing cuz she is being "cut in the forehead")



and then we all got "cut in the forehead" except for shana



Kick the baddie! :D

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Now in between all those projects, i helped out CW as co-choreographer in Sri KDU high school's Full Length musical production- Prom The Musical. It was a stage production in conjunction with their Performance and Awards Nite, something like a Grammy-awards event where the teachers present awards to deserving students who have contributed and achieved success throughout the school year. I felt that the awards event has created many opportunities for these promising children so that they have an aim for success.

Ok back to Prom the Musical...

Prom the Musical has a simple plot but backed up by fun and entertaining songs borrowed by famed broadway hits like Hairspray and Grease. The plot centers around 6 performing arts student preparing for their senior prom. During the preparation for their prom, they learn to deal with deep emotional issues and friendships are tested.



Due to time constraint, and final exams in the way, we only had 13 rehearsals to put everything together. This young people are so much fun to work with. The choreographers: Shan, Zen, CW n me, we were also tested to race against time to put up a great show, at the same time making sure that the cast n ensemble enjoyed the whole production process as well.



I deeply thank Mr.Zachary Wong for letting me be a part of this wonderful production. Mrs.Chan the headmistress of Sri KDU was a darling, this wonder woman who continuously insisted the best out of the students really made a difference to the whole production of the show. The cast and ensemble were amazing. They tirelessly trained for the production, having to come early in the morning and being so cooperative despite a few mishaps during rehearsals.



ok!Ok!.. not too wordy... i'll let the pictures do the talking.

us and wonderwoman,Mrs Chan.


me,mel,cw


during practice :)



Love u i do scene




Curtain Call


liyen n me


sze wern n me


me n shan


wan ru :)


the choreographers


my lovely coursemates who came to watch


the group picture that never turn out right.haha..


cw, where r u looking?


ok, now u r looking but everybody else isn't...


great...now shan is not looking -___-"

it's ok i still love u guys :D

actually my mom came too but i didn't manage to take a picture with her due to running up n down n being nervous downstage while these little daredevils take the stage. sigh. Anyway, thanx ma for coming to support, i appreciate it tremendously.


This is my first ever choreography effort, and it meant a lot to me that these wonderful young people actually staged what we (me n cw) envisioned for the choreography. I'm so happy and touched even if it only a span of less than a month working with these people. I think i'm gonna miss them loads.




Rock on, Sri KDU-ans!


til then!







Saturday, October 11, 2008

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Today i hurt someone whom i love very much. I made someone sad.

I'm sorry. I don't mean it.

Today, i'm a fuckface.

Today is a bad day.

Thursday, October 9, 2008

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It's fine if u can't be honest with me. But it sucks totally that u r completely dishonest with yourself.

Why act like u care when u actually don't? or rather, why even care if it all dun matter at all to u? And so what if u r different? we all have skeletons in our closets. I told u mine, i was stupid cuz i thought u were different. And u can't even tell me the truth even when i put my heart out in my hands. Words can spread, n only the beholder knows the truth. U can keep on lying to yourself, and in the end u WILL walk alone.

To let me hear it from others hurts more than to hear it from u. Are u ashamed of yourself? if not, then why can't u admit? I'm not the kind who crumbles when u put brutal honesty to my face, in fact, come what may. Bring on the truth and i will take it like a man. Stop pretending u are afraid to hurt ppl's feelings when it is only u who is afraid of how u really feel.

I'm disappointed with u.

feel like crap now, gonna go sleep before i tear down the place.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

hit me baby one more time

ARGHHHHH!!!!!

*stamps feet* *pulls hair* *spin around in circles*

I DUN WANNA DO HOMEWORK!
I DUN WANNA GO PRACTICE!
I DUN WANNA WORK OUT!
I DUN WANNA DO ASSIGNMENTS!
I DUN WANNA WRITE THESIS!
I DUN WANNA GO TO CLASS!
I DUN WANNA WORK!
I DUN WANT I DUN WANT I DUN WANT!!!!
I NEED A HOLIDAY!!!!! I WANNA EAT LIKE A PIG N SLEEP ALL DAY AND WAIT FOR MONEY TO FALL FROM THE SKY!!!! I WANNA PRAY THAT I WIN THE LOTTERY SO I CAN RETIRE EARLY!!!

I'm now at the point of attempting to run away from reality. This is bad.
okay ranting's over, time to get back to work.
*chants*
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.
I promise i will keep in shape n do the best of my responsibilities.....
>T___T<

a very bad joke

Trust isn't something easy to get. Ask a person who've been stabbed at the back by someone they thought were their closest friend. Once it's ripped apart, mending it might just be an impossible task. The bond is imperfect, with cuts and leakages, tainted with insecurities.

Once it's gone, it's gone.
U can never really trust anybody nowadays. Not for me.
Call me bitter or watever u want, (and that's if i give two flying fucks about) I'm not leaving my heart out in the open to let anybody ripped it apart, spit it on the floor and stamp on it again.
And i will not give more than what i feel is enough for anybody.

and if u cross the border, i won't ignore, i WILL bite back, and i make sure u hurt..... real bad.

Friday, September 5, 2008

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I'm not sure if you would read this, not even sure if u knew the existense of this blog. But i guess it's about time i back-off now. Don't worry, there's no obligations neither was there any expectations from u. It's just that letting u know how i feel still doesn't not get me wat i want.

I need a resolution, i need to know where to go from here, i need to know if we think the same.
But i still do not know. It's unfair to me that i'm left with open ended answers with no solutions.

I have too much in my hands to handle now that it's driving me crazy. I can't stop thinking, i wish i could but i can't.
What u say or think mattered a lot to me, which becomes a burden when it's only me here feeling this way.

I'm an idiot, i know.
but for now, that's about it, i'm done.

i don't seek them, they find me.