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went out.

came back.

can't do it cuz i felt like i'd be cheating on u.

Damn u.

Now do it with me

Hmm... i don't think anybody is reading this stupid blog since i've been neglecting it for such a long time due to my non-stop ongoing workload and unavailability of internet connection during work. oh well, this is just for fun to see if anybody still reads this thing. Well i stumbled upon this in Ms.Choi's blog, so now it gives me something interesting to write about. (Talk about boring and mundane routine @_@)Leave me your name in the comment box and i will do the following:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST do the same for me and post this on your blog.

til then

i'm tulan with the toothfairy

omg. wisdom tooth is growing and it fc*king hurts like a bitch. been having mild fever for 3 days going on 4 now...

bitch.

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WARNING @ DISCLAIMER: This is a serious ranting post, if u have an allergic reaction to rants, please click the little red box with an X on the right high corner of the screen. The blogger n blog management is not responsible for any mishaps or chaos caused by reading this post. And all characters involved are fictional, all coincidents are coincidental. So in this case, if u think i'm talking about u, no, no, no, i'm not.
No. I am not.

I'm not a babysitter.
I'm not a tuition teacher.
I'm not a mother.
I'm only attached, married and committed to work, study and family(which solely includes blood-related family members), nothing more nothing less.

Asking stupid questions makes me angry.
Giving me emotional blackmail makes me more angry.
Assuming something i'm not makes me even MORE angry.
Assuming then expecting something back from me makes me wanna blow up in your face n tell u: I'M NOT, IT NEVER WILL BE, NOT NOW AND NOT EVER, GET IT? GROW UP! STOP PISSING ME OFF BEFORE I PUNCH U IN THE FACE!

*balloon deflates*

phew.

boys called u sexy n u don't care what they say

hey hey! i'm back!

but sorry... pics need to be uploaded 1st.
I took a whoppin'-big-ass 500+ pics for this trip, hence, editing may require some time.

Ahem*reasons to procrastinate*ahem

anyways, had a funny convo with my mum when i was browsing through my pics on Facebook...

Mom: Wow, u can be a model lo.. (exclaiming when she saw some pics)
Me: cannot la ma, i'm so fat, compared to those sticklike models, like pig only...
Mom: No ma.. sometimes the photographer may want something different ma. *giggling*
Me: -_____-" what do u mean "something different"? means u say i fat la?
Mom: No, No, No... They may want a different image ma... like those cute babies, round n cuddly...
Me: wow, ma, thanx ar.

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i know i'm not stick-thin, but i'm definitely not fat. Just a little on the curvy side. I'm not ashamed to admit it. Womanly curves are good :D

I think body image is something that many people have difficulty embracing it. It has become one of the main reasons to some very unhealthy lifestyle n eating habits. Which also contributed to the rising of eating disorders plaguing young people especially females. It is very stressful to be constantly under peer pressure that size negative zero is the best size to be in.

It took me a long way to come and accept myself n to love n respect my body the way i do now. I'm thankful that i've been through the rough patches in life to get to where i am today. oh well, it's never too late to start living for yourself, nobody but yourself. Life is too short NOT to give it our best.

Start lovin' the curves, babeh!
til then.

this post is just for the sake of pending the delay of my picture upload :D

randomness

hmm.. there are things about myself that i've come to discover, or some really close people of mine discovered n told me about them.

let's see...

I have a peculiar (i wouldn't call it bad cuz it hasn't done any harm to anybody) habit of reading messages on people's t-shirt. And when i can't figure out what the words are, I STARE. Which sometimes causes me some unnecessary attention. People checking me out checking on their t-shirt -__-" oh well, slogan tees are meant to send a message, don't they?

I chew my nails when i get nervous, alot.

I leave nailmarks on my body when i get nervous too, ALOT. yes, i'm a sado-masochist, bring on the pain, babeh!

I prefer phone calls than smses :)

I hate motorcyclist, especially those that take their lives for granted just because the government imply a rule that gives them handicap in ALL cases of accidents. Stupid motorcyclist who cuts through the left lanes, speeding rempits, hit and run, and oh-God-Forbid! snatch thieves!!! Hate them all!

oh, and those parents who carry three to four kids (without helmets) on one measly little motorbike. Call me heartless, but if u don't have enough money to get a car, why did it even cross your mind to have so many kids? And why take them all on a bike? okay enough about motorcyclist...

I show affection by sniffing on a person's shoulders. not the pervish kind ok?

oh well, unless if that person looks like Jensen Ackles :D

I'm a sucker of romance, flowers and old-school chivalry :)

hmm..4 more hours and i'm gonna be away for a vacation, whoopie!! and i'm too damn excited to go to bed...hehe

oh well, til then for now.

toodles!

holding my heart out in my hand

Picture courtesy of LaraJade

It's about time u discover what's your worth.

To know what u really deserved,

Stop falling for the wrong person, over n over again.

Stop being a substitute,

Stop being denied of an answer that u deserved to know,

stop being a 'generator',

so that u can be that emergency 'just-in-case'.

If u can't be "the ONE" now, there's a slim chance u will ever be.

It's about time to stop being a jerk magnet.

Sometimes u r better off being alone,

than being hurt over n over again...

pining for someone, someone who is n never will be yours.

When i look at u, my heart breaks.

It makes me wanna pull u close n tell u that everything is gonna be ok.

I love u, it's time to love yourself too.

til then.