Fuckface

Thanx for reminding me why i refused to work with u.
Thanx for reminding me AGAIN why we did not get along.
Thanx for reminding me again what a sneaky little two-faced, cocksucking hypocrite u are.
u really really disgusts me.

a jumble of thoughts

I'm experiencing withdrawal symptoms to the incorigible burden. It didn't matter, as i can see light at the end of the tunnel, that's what kept me going. It didn't matter even when unreasonable sacrifices has to be done. In the midst of tears, blood , sweat and pain, i've found a family outside from the ones i was biologically related to. In the midst of all the insane yet mundane routine, i've found what i want. I refused to clarify, i refused to be clear on things i know there's no definite answer. In fact, i don't need an answer, i need an escape. Happiness needs no justification, no definition... it is a mysterious secret place where it only belongs to me and no one else, and clarifying it takes the magic away from happiness. Call me delusional, i'd say i'm already beyond that.

But i'm happy. It doesn't matter what the future brings....
What matters is right here, right now.

a ray of light

Dear Friend,

thank u for making life seem better again,
thank u for making me don't feel so shitty after all,
thank u for not taking things too seriously,
and thank u, for i'm smiling again.
I'm happy, so thank u.

:)

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I'm abso-fucking-lutely screwed.
It's so stressful it's not even funny anymore.

Die la

U know u r in trouble when u get panic attacks when the library is closed. On a public holiday.
U know u r kinda screwed when u sit there for a whopping 6 hours n u haven't got 2 pages done.
U know it's time to think of which fast food joint to apply for jobs when u wake up in the middle of the night cuz u GOT SCARED BY THE AMOUNT OF WORK NOT DONE. YET.

I'm am so fucked. What was i thinking?

*practicing**Clears Throat*

"would u like fries with that, sir?"

*burst out crying out of frustration*

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went out.

came back.

can't do it cuz i felt like i'd be cheating on u.

Damn u.

Now do it with me

Hmm... i don't think anybody is reading this stupid blog since i've been neglecting it for such a long time due to my non-stop ongoing workload and unavailability of internet connection during work. oh well, this is just for fun to see if anybody still reads this thing. Well i stumbled upon this in Ms.Choi's blog, so now it gives me something interesting to write about. (Talk about boring and mundane routine @_@)Leave me your name in the comment box and i will do the following:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a color I feel suits you.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST do the same for me and post this on your blog.

til then