Just a short and random post dedicated to every girl out there...
The internet is such a wonderful networking system... you have amazing networking sites like Facebook, Hi5, Friendster (super outdated but still, one of the first few), bla, bla bla... They are great, especially if u wanna reconnect with Ex-schoolmates, ex-colleagues, long lost friends, long lost siblings, ex-lovers and whatnots... Everyone can be easily found online, or most of it at least.
These sites are also good for meeting n making new friends. (Caution for the young and naive, be careful when u decide to meet strangers) Anyway my point is, it gets a bit irritating when u have random people who will not stop bugging you online...Random, i'm talking about really random strangers who likes how cute/sexy/slutty you look in the pictures that u post up on these sites. And will not stop bugging you until you chat with them/ add them on your page/ give any human possible respond...
And that is fucking annoying.
Don't tell me i should stop putting up my sexy/cute/slutty pictures, because hey, It's not really my fault that they find me irresistable.
To counter that, there are a few ways you can try to repel all these unnecessary attention... (and most of the time, they DO work..)
1) The Age Trick
These people would surely ask how old are you...
Tell them you are 10 or more years older than your real age, best if it's old enough to be the other person's mom/grandmother. And tell them you are fun-loving and young at heart, but you're divorced, have one kid, and looking for a ready-made husband :)
2) The Gender Trick
Tell them the picture you saw was AFTER surgery. And thank them graciously for thinking you are hot :D You can ask them back if they wanna see your severed appendage.. (this works if you are a girl)
3) This one works even better, probably the most effective of them all...
BLOCK THEM
A girl has got to know how to protect herself, cuz the only person they could trust at all times, is THEMSELVES.
ok thanks bye.. til then
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
i have been here many times before...
When you were younger, you hoped to be someone great when u grow up.
You wanna be a star, you wanna change lives, you wanna build dreams...
Then as time passes along, you are faced with expectations, faults, and the harsh realities in life.
Then you realised that sometimes you can't be everything u want.
And sometimes everything you want is not exactly everything u NEED.
Then it comes to a realisation that everybody has only 24 hours a day, seven days a week and 365 days a year.
You hoped that one day everything will fall into place, but somehow it never happens.
Because true enough, u never have enough time to do EVERYTHING u WANT.
You can do everything u want, just not great at it. "Jack of all trades, Master of NONE"
However you CAN be great, by choosing what you NEED. and put the rest to secondary.
But somehow u just grew so attached to the things that you build yourself to be and you can't get out of it.
Things that have intertwined in your life, that can be so potentially good in different ways, but come together and kill you from the pressure of it.
Things that require your attention like a newborn baby who cries to his mother to his every whim, and makes u feel guilty when you attend to it, but deep down inside u know there's no can do about it... because u have only 24 hours a day.
Things that will break your heart and rip you apart if you choose one over the other. Vice versa. Because u hold them both dear to your heart just like the back of your hands.
Things that u know will kill you if you held them tightly and refuse to choose. Things that make u stagnant, not GREAT, but just okay enough to past the day, just mediocre... Things u know that if u choose one, you will be extraordinary in it.
And in the midst of dealing with these things, when overprivilledged ppl come complaining how their lives are miserable, u wanna throw it back to their face and say, FUCK OFF! YOU WANNA BE ME FOR A DAY? I DON'T FUCKING CARE, IF U HAVE SO MUCH MISERY LIVING THE CHARMED LIFE, GO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF. LIFE'S A BITCH, DEAL WITH IT!
Okay, am done ranting. If u think i'm talking about you, no... jangan perasan.
k thanx bye.
You wanna be a star, you wanna change lives, you wanna build dreams...
Then as time passes along, you are faced with expectations, faults, and the harsh realities in life.
Then you realised that sometimes you can't be everything u want.
And sometimes everything you want is not exactly everything u NEED.
Then it comes to a realisation that everybody has only 24 hours a day, seven days a week and 365 days a year.
You hoped that one day everything will fall into place, but somehow it never happens.
Because true enough, u never have enough time to do EVERYTHING u WANT.
You can do everything u want, just not great at it. "Jack of all trades, Master of NONE"
However you CAN be great, by choosing what you NEED. and put the rest to secondary.
But somehow u just grew so attached to the things that you build yourself to be and you can't get out of it.
Things that have intertwined in your life, that can be so potentially good in different ways, but come together and kill you from the pressure of it.
Things that require your attention like a newborn baby who cries to his mother to his every whim, and makes u feel guilty when you attend to it, but deep down inside u know there's no can do about it... because u have only 24 hours a day.
Things that will break your heart and rip you apart if you choose one over the other. Vice versa. Because u hold them both dear to your heart just like the back of your hands.
Things that u know will kill you if you held them tightly and refuse to choose. Things that make u stagnant, not GREAT, but just okay enough to past the day, just mediocre... Things u know that if u choose one, you will be extraordinary in it.
And in the midst of dealing with these things, when overprivilledged ppl come complaining how their lives are miserable, u wanna throw it back to their face and say, FUCK OFF! YOU WANNA BE ME FOR A DAY? I DON'T FUCKING CARE, IF U HAVE SO MUCH MISERY LIVING THE CHARMED LIFE, GO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF. LIFE'S A BITCH, DEAL WITH IT!
Okay, am done ranting. If u think i'm talking about you, no... jangan perasan.
k thanx bye.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I'm married, but i don't know
something funny happened today...
I was a replacement teacher to prepare some kids for a Jazz Dance competition. Ok.. the focus wasn't on the teaching... it went absolutely well, thank you :)
As i was wrapping up to go home, i bid goodbye to Tony, one of the music teachers of the school. Then he said,
" Oh, say hi to your husband for me. :)"
WHAT THE....
since when was i married? *thinks to self*
" You are kidding rite, Tony?" *o.O*
"Oh, say hi to Chee Wei for me, k? Why, what's wrong?"
" Nothing's wrong, i'll say hi, but i'm not married, never did." *lol*
"What?! All the while i thought the both of you are happily married... Gosh..."
"HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA... okay... now we've got things cleared! gotta go, bye!"
Now that i've cleared ONE out of 3987639629684 misunderstood people who thinks i'm married, i'm making progress... Yup! *nods enthusiastically*
Laugh all u want okay?
I think that kinda contributes to my long term singlehood -____-"
til then
I was a replacement teacher to prepare some kids for a Jazz Dance competition. Ok.. the focus wasn't on the teaching... it went absolutely well, thank you :)
As i was wrapping up to go home, i bid goodbye to Tony, one of the music teachers of the school. Then he said,
" Oh, say hi to your husband for me. :)"
WHAT THE....
since when was i married? *thinks to self*
" You are kidding rite, Tony?" *o.O*
"Oh, say hi to Chee Wei for me, k? Why, what's wrong?"
" Nothing's wrong, i'll say hi, but i'm not married, never did." *lol*
"What?! All the while i thought the both of you are happily married... Gosh..."
"HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA... okay... now we've got things cleared! gotta go, bye!"
Now that i've cleared ONE out of 3987639629684 misunderstood people who thinks i'm married, i'm making progress... Yup! *nods enthusiastically*
Laugh all u want okay?
I think that kinda contributes to my long term singlehood -____-"
til then
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Can't get over that first love, ever.
I've been thinking to myself for the past few days...
What if, i've never done cheerleading in my whole life?
What would i be doing?
Honestly, i don't think i'll be doing anything at all. I'll be a nobody doing nothing special without an aim in my life. I really do think i owe it to cheerleading that got me where i am today. Cheerleading has shaped me into a more confident, self assured individual. Cheerleading has taught me that dreams are important and it makes life seemed much more meaningful. I've had the courage to go after my dreams and not be afraid to pursue what i think is right.
Cheerleading has also uncovered and nurtured my passion for dancing, i always used to love watching ppl dance, dreaming about dancing and wishing i could move like the ppl i watch but never had the courage to step up there and do it. Not that i can move very well, my techniques still suck balls, but hey, a first step will always lead to more steps, bigger steps and bolder steps.
My father used to tell me that the best job in the world is the one u wake up every morning with a big smile n eager to go to work. And i'm following that piece of advice very very closely. Every morning i'm thankful that i'm so blessed to be doing what i'm doing now. Coaching cheerleading and dancing is such an exhausting but fulfilling job. The satisfaction of hitting a perfect technique, mastering a double pirrouette or knowing that the kids you coach mastered a skill, is like no other, nothing else beats that kinda feeling. Nobody can make me feel differently about it.
Not even good sex i tell u.... hahahaha kidding...
What i meant to say is, i'm grateful for cheerleading that brought me to where i am today. It's like a first love that last for a long long time after when u first fell for each other.
And if i'm not doing cheerleading, i think i'll be working in a regular 9 to 5 job which i will eventually hate and wishing i had the chance to dance and do cheerleading while watching ESPN at 40 years old.
ughh *shudders in fear*
thanks but no thanks.
on another note, i'm going to cheer camp with my beloved old high school team, Vulcanz in 10 hours time. Gotta go pack now!!! WHEEE~
kthxbye
What if, i've never done cheerleading in my whole life?
What would i be doing?
Honestly, i don't think i'll be doing anything at all. I'll be a nobody doing nothing special without an aim in my life. I really do think i owe it to cheerleading that got me where i am today. Cheerleading has shaped me into a more confident, self assured individual. Cheerleading has taught me that dreams are important and it makes life seemed much more meaningful. I've had the courage to go after my dreams and not be afraid to pursue what i think is right.
Cheerleading has also uncovered and nurtured my passion for dancing, i always used to love watching ppl dance, dreaming about dancing and wishing i could move like the ppl i watch but never had the courage to step up there and do it. Not that i can move very well, my techniques still suck balls, but hey, a first step will always lead to more steps, bigger steps and bolder steps.
My father used to tell me that the best job in the world is the one u wake up every morning with a big smile n eager to go to work. And i'm following that piece of advice very very closely. Every morning i'm thankful that i'm so blessed to be doing what i'm doing now. Coaching cheerleading and dancing is such an exhausting but fulfilling job. The satisfaction of hitting a perfect technique, mastering a double pirrouette or knowing that the kids you coach mastered a skill, is like no other, nothing else beats that kinda feeling. Nobody can make me feel differently about it.
Not even good sex i tell u.... hahahaha kidding...
What i meant to say is, i'm grateful for cheerleading that brought me to where i am today. It's like a first love that last for a long long time after when u first fell for each other.
And if i'm not doing cheerleading, i think i'll be working in a regular 9 to 5 job which i will eventually hate and wishing i had the chance to dance and do cheerleading while watching ESPN at 40 years old.
ughh *shudders in fear*
thanks but no thanks.
on another note, i'm going to cheer camp with my beloved old high school team, Vulcanz in 10 hours time. Gotta go pack now!!! WHEEE~
kthxbye
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Gahh ness
Okay it's a weird post title... but u'll understand if i tell you why.
I got an A- for my thesis.
A- isn't a bad result, though i did expected more. Then i found out the marks of my results...
I got 79marks, ONE FUCKING MARK SHORT OF AN A!!! GAHHHH...
It's weird cause I really have no idea if i shud be happy it wasn't lesser than what i've obtained, or fucked up cause it's one mark short of an A. I'm certainly not doubting the examiner's judgement, but if given more time i'd have done a better job. But hey, everyone's given the same amount of time... so no excuses for me.
Sigh.. but anyway, At least it's a high A-. So yeah, i have no regrets.
ANyway... moving on to more important stuff :)
Thank you to Prof. Anis, Daddy of Dance dept University Malaya, my thesis supervisor who had been strict and patient to guide me along this grueling task.
Thank you Poh Gee for staying up with us helping us get through it even when u have 12939558 things to do. Thank you Abang Hamid for generously loaning us your books n giving bits n pieces of advices to guide us when we were all so damn clueless. The both of you are like our guardian angels and i feel we won't make it without the both of u.
Thank you to all my lovely classmates, CW, Xpor, SLing, May, Aiwi, and Ling for supporting each other's back throughout the way, it's alot easier to bear when u know u have companions fighting for the same cause.
Thank you Kak Munie and Kak Nurul for being there to help us on reference books and giving tips on getting started and structuring our thesis.
Thank u Adelle for always giving me mental support n encouragement, it means the world to me.
Thank u Ee Von and Cat for letting me spend the night with the lights on, disturbing your sleep and being understanding for my very fucking irrational thesis-writing behaviour.
And Thank u Jian, for helping me proof read my very salah england. I'm deeply sorry to torture u with my atrocious writing.
Love u guys millions!!!
Thank you to my very understanding family who've been worried sick cuz the daughter comes home losing weight each time they see her yet level-headed enough to not panic and never failed to show unconditional love by letting the daughter do her thing independently.
And thank you, my friends who've lent me a shoulder to cry on when life seemed to overbearing at that moment. Thank u for keeping me sane. You know who u are :)
ok toodles!
I got an A- for my thesis.
A- isn't a bad result, though i did expected more. Then i found out the marks of my results...
I got 79marks, ONE FUCKING MARK SHORT OF AN A!!! GAHHHH...
It's weird cause I really have no idea if i shud be happy it wasn't lesser than what i've obtained, or fucked up cause it's one mark short of an A. I'm certainly not doubting the examiner's judgement, but if given more time i'd have done a better job. But hey, everyone's given the same amount of time... so no excuses for me.
Sigh.. but anyway, At least it's a high A-. So yeah, i have no regrets.
ANyway... moving on to more important stuff :)
Thank you to Prof. Anis, Daddy of Dance dept University Malaya, my thesis supervisor who had been strict and patient to guide me along this grueling task.
Thank you Poh Gee for staying up with us helping us get through it even when u have 12939558 things to do. Thank you Abang Hamid for generously loaning us your books n giving bits n pieces of advices to guide us when we were all so damn clueless. The both of you are like our guardian angels and i feel we won't make it without the both of u.
Thank you to all my lovely classmates, CW, Xpor, SLing, May, Aiwi, and Ling for supporting each other's back throughout the way, it's alot easier to bear when u know u have companions fighting for the same cause.
Thank you Kak Munie and Kak Nurul for being there to help us on reference books and giving tips on getting started and structuring our thesis.
Thank u Adelle for always giving me mental support n encouragement, it means the world to me.
Thank u Ee Von and Cat for letting me spend the night with the lights on, disturbing your sleep and being understanding for my very fucking irrational thesis-writing behaviour.
And Thank u Jian, for helping me proof read my very salah england. I'm deeply sorry to torture u with my atrocious writing.
Love u guys millions!!!
Thank you to my very understanding family who've been worried sick cuz the daughter comes home losing weight each time they see her yet level-headed enough to not panic and never failed to show unconditional love by letting the daughter do her thing independently.
And thank you, my friends who've lent me a shoulder to cry on when life seemed to overbearing at that moment. Thank u for keeping me sane. You know who u are :)
ok toodles!
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
mutants n superpowers
Watched X-men the other day...
Me: *drools at the topless Hugh Jackman* Oh how i wish i was that girl who shares his house...
Male Friend: why?
Me: so i get to wake up to a topless wolverine every morning :D
Male Friend: I wish i was that girl too.
Me: SEE! I always knew u had gay tendencies!!
Male Friend: No... so i can play with my boobs all day :D
Me: -__-"
The conversation is pretty pointless la... but since it's not gonna happen so would be kinda fun to think about... hahaha
If i had superpowers i hoped it'd be telepathy or telekinesis...
Mind reading would be kinda cool...
Moving object with your mind is even cooler... no need to lift a finger to do it... hahahaha
*slaps self for being so damn lazy*
But i guess the best would be invisibility... u know why?
i get to run around naked! no need to put on clothes!!! YAY!!
ok bye..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine
Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die, no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time cant erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....
You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
You will always be my baby
I'm listening to repeats of David Cook's version, hoping it would feel better in time...
I guess things are gonna be different as time passes.
I'm gonna miss every single moment shared.
I'll never ever forget how closely bonded we were.
Every experience is always a first cause it's always with somebody different, and believe me, it is special.
Take care. Love always.
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