Sometimes i'd wonder about those ppl whom i've crossed path and parted ways, about what might have or might not have happened.
Sometimes i wonder what made humans change about their preceptions. Could it be a spur of the moment? Could it be an inspiration? And why can some people change in such a short time?
If someone decides to part ways, does that mean whatever memories one've shared with another meant less than the unknown that is about to be pursued?
It made me afraid of what's left for me to take after giving all i've got to offer. Are memories created to make u remember of how happy you ONCE WERE? And to be taken away from u at any moment when a significant someone decides to change?
Some people dislike changes, most of us are afraid of the unknown. People need time to get used to things, or at least get over it. I HATE changes, I HATE the unknown, I'm so afraid. And i guess time isn't always available.
Sometimes it hurts me so bad when you are so selfish in your actions. It made me wonder about how much i meant to u. Sometimes it feels like u don't care about how i felt.
Does one really have to be selfish to keep the one u love by your side?
Is it worth it to go through all that and to find nothing at the other side of the rainbow?
What defines love? An affection? A feeling? understanding? Sacrifice?
I don't know...
Things have been going really well lately, or so i thought, why the sudden?
Help me understand, i really dunno what to expect or believe anymore.
Maybe u did what u did was the best for the both of us...I'll try to understand.
till then.
