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Today i hurt someone whom i love very much. I made someone sad.

I'm sorry. I don't mean it.

Today, i'm a fuckface.

Today is a bad day.

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It's fine if u can't be honest with me. But it sucks totally that u r completely dishonest with yourself.

Why act like u care when u actually don't? or rather, why even care if it all dun matter at all to u? And so what if u r different? we all have skeletons in our closets. I told u mine, i was stupid cuz i thought u were different. And u can't even tell me the truth even when i put my heart out in my hands. Words can spread, n only the beholder knows the truth. U can keep on lying to yourself, and in the end u WILL walk alone.

To let me hear it from others hurts more than to hear it from u. Are u ashamed of yourself? if not, then why can't u admit? I'm not the kind who crumbles when u put brutal honesty to my face, in fact, come what may. Bring on the truth and i will take it like a man. Stop pretending u are afraid to hurt ppl's feelings when it is only u who is afraid of how u really feel.

I'm disappointed with u.

feel like crap now, gonna go sleep before i tear down the place.