CW is random

CW: Hey how do u translate Angelina in Bahasa malaysia?

CC: Erm... *thinks for awhile* ...got translation one meh??

CW: Got, Malaikat*-ina!

CC: -_____-"


(Malaikat means angel in malay)

The best thing that a friend can give is good humour so we can survive the harshness in life. :)
even if it's stupid. niahahaha

til then

Stand by me

I so so so absolutely in love with this song...made me cry n made me laugh at the same time
Triple time songs get me excited :D

Stand by me- Shayne Ward

Nothing's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When I am weary
You make me stronger
This love is beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

[chorus]
Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

I am blessed
To find what I need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only believe
You make things right
Everytime after time

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you I know I belong
When the story gets told

[repeat chorus]

Stand by me
No more darling I want you by my side
I want you hear with me


I think of u constantly, i wonder if u do the same? i miss u...

Til then

i despise....

I despise people with excuses...
I despise beating around the bush...
I despise my time being wasted by idiots...
I despise people who doesn't stand up for what they want...
I despise people who doesn't stand up, so dun get what they want then later complain about it...
I despise people who only talks alot but never did anything to improve...
I despise COWARDS...
I despise WIMPS...
I despise people who asks stupid questions...
I despise people who asks stupid questions at the wrong time...
I despise people who asks stupid questions ALL THE TIME!!!
I despise people who act like they know but actually they dun fucking know anything...
I despise people who doesn't practice what they preach...
I despise lazy people who expect to have things falling from the sky for them...

These people irritate the shit out of me..
And i saw a whole lot of them today.
Bloody fucktards.

til then.

Tomorrow is the day of performance.

The nerve is driving me crazy... i'm so nervous....

oh well, practice is not too bad today, but i really really hope that it will all be even (as in 1000000001X) better tomorrow.
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It's not the first time u gave me stupid excuses. I've had enough of your I'm-sorrys and I'll-make-it-up-to-yous. I don't see a point where i can make time n effort and u can't.
I deserve more than the shit that u give me.
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damn sleepy.
assignment not done.
review not finished.
performance in the next 19 hours.
still procrastinating....

i'm so dead.

i'm gonna go n crawl into my coffin so i have enough energy for resurrection on stage later.
tata

Top 10 disgusting things people do when stuck in a traffic jam

I've been driving alot lately due to different schedules with my car pool buddy. Somehow i'm always caught in a jam, ohmyfuckingirritating-jam! So instead of feeling agitated and endanger the other road users with my reckless driving, i decide to just chill and check out what people in the other vehicles do.

And here's my list...

1. Nose-digging
2. Cleaning/ picking food scraps from their teeth, WITH BARE FINGERS!
3. Smoking, with the windows almost closed (omfg, i wonder how their lungs withstand the 1st AND 2nd hand smoke?)
4. Over Public Display of Affection (hugging n holding hands are fine, the rest is up to your imagination :D) *cough*giving a head*cough*
   
5. Scratching the crotch. (not itchy, just a habit)
6. Scratching the butt. (whatever public scratching that occurs below waistline is digusting)
   
7. Spitting out of the car.
   
8. Masturbating o.O
9. Blasting the radio with techno music, windows opened, right hand hanging out with ciggie, head bobbing lala-style...
   
10. Cam-whoring (i'm guilty of this one, ahahaha)

Are there any other that u have encountered or experienced which u think is disgusting?

til then.

thanx a lot

It's been wonderful, people.

Thanx for the cake, it's the first one i've got for the whole day :D

Thanx for sneakily getting Spongebob behind my back, u know i'll go crazy around that yellow piece of sponge :D

Thanx for the testimonials, wishes and thoughts, they may seem small but it means a lot to me.

Thank u. *wipes tears*

will upload pics soon. very tired....

til then

turning 20

Just the other day, me n "so-called-bestie", CW had a convo that goes like this...

CW: *takes out organizer n flipping thru the pages* hmm... let's see what's on September... *pointing at the dates* hmm... 12th of this month looks quite free, only got PTUM practice right?

Me: err... ya, cause we can't make it to cheer practice mar.

CW: ...but hor.. this date looks familiar.. i remember got something on wan... *ponders for awhile*

Me: What do u think?

CW: erm... are we suppose to be at some party or farewell like that? *scratch head*

Me: nope... think again...

CW: ... er... I dunno la... *thinks hard for quite some time* .... ei, what is it ar?

Me: I was born 20 years ago. (o.O)

CW: OHHHHH I SEEEEEEEEEE! sorry ya, don't remember... hahaha

Me: (-_______________-)"

So much for being friends for more than 11 years...

I think i'm seriously getting old...
When i was younger, birthdays are anticipated cause there will be presents :D the more people know, the better, cause will get more presents.... wtf -_-"

Now, (not that i'm not anticipating presents, it is still very much welcome, haha...) i would look at it in a different light. I think birthdays are much more meaningful if it's celebrated among close-knit friends and family. It's something personal, cause it's like celebrating your life (so far) with the people who meant something to you as much as u meant to them.

My expectations towards life has changed, as compared to before. There are somethings which are really not worth the fuss&wuss for, whereas, it's truly the little things that count. Life, in general, so far, has taught me that i'm worth EVERY single bit of respect and self-love. I'm much happier now :D

Sorry no offense, but i really don't get the idea of throwing a gigantic-birthday-bash-the-size-of-a-whale in club/disco/pub/resort/watever which involves 123894569497050302049 people and there's only a handful that u can consider as the ones who truly love u for who u are.

I would very much prefer a pig-out session with a bunch of close friends then sleep in for the rest of the day. hehe (says the tru-blu lazybone)

I'm not condemning but i just don't get it, no, i really don't...

I'm not saying that i have many friends, but i am able to tell the whole world that my handful of friends love me for who i am. I'm thankful that the friends that i've made so far have been supportive of what i do. (Honestly, who gives a damn about people who don't give a damn about u right?) I'm also thankful for having really supportive parents and a brother who loved me more than i can ever repay them. Not that i'm easily contented, but i've worked really really hard for whatever i've achieved so far. Despite my own flaws and shortcomings, i'm thankful to have come this far and still continue to strive in WHATEVER i do.

For that, i'm truly blessed.

CW, EC, KH&LY, Al&SH, Liang, Jon, CK... thanx, loved the roti tisu, n thanx again for announcing to the public of my personal information... *sayang u guys*

Happy Birthday to me~

til then.

a voice in PTUM '07

Hi... i've been busy... like hell. Seriously...

PTUM Production has been brought forward one day early. It's damn freaking depressing.

It just feels like there's not enough time. Many things were still in loose ends, pressure and stress increasing rapidly. For dance, drama AND particularly the backstage crews....

But somehow there's something that really touched me. I saw the spirit n the enthusiasm from the people that were involved together with us.
I saw people not giving up no matter the tears, sweat n bruises.
I'm ashamed that i had the thought of giving up just a few weeks ago when i had all the privileges to do better than what i did now.
I'm deeply inspired that these people never took things for granted.
I'm even more deeply touched that my teammates understood and appreciated how i tried to make ends meet to come even though I'm freaking 6 hours late.
I felt welcomed into a big big family.
I felt the warmth, seriously, i do.

Let's work hard and make the best out of this for this year's PTUM. Let it be something that the juniors will come back again next year and a sweet sweet memory that the seniors will treasure even when they graduate.

Yup.. Let's do it :)
12 days counting from now....

" Dance like nobody's watching, dance like there's no tomorrow..."

till then :)

insaflah, u pig...

Ok, i confess.

Right here, right now.

and stop bloody remind me about it already... damnit.

I've been a bad girl.
A really really really really BAD girl...

Or at least, a rapidly evolving pig.

Because....i've been PIGGING OUT!!

Here's photo proof of my guilty pleasure for the past few weeks....

Tony Roma's beef and cheese grilled sandwiches....
UBER YUMMY!!

Carl's Jr Western Bacon Hamburger
*drools*

Here's a comparison to show how hearty the burgers at Carl's Jr are:

And i finished the whole thing myself. *beams proudly*
and...and i went to get the portobello mushroom burger again two days later.

And i finished it myself too. ^-^

There's more...

Manhattan Fishmarket's Dory fillet n chips
*orgasm gasp*

Secret Recipe's Chocolate Brownie Walnut

Yup, that's what i've been indulging after a long hard day's work. ehehehe
Sometimes u gotta pamper yourself for your own mental well-being *tries to give excuses*
niaahhahahahahaahahahahahah

And that's until i get this from ppl...

" eh, u eat a lot hor? "

" haha... i like lar.."

" Diet -lah, fat dancers will crush the stage/studio floor/ toilet bowl/ yadda-yadda space hole"

" ... i very fat meh?"

" oh well, have it's your way, as long as u r happy, u will look like Gisele Bundchen if u HAPPILY THINK U ARE :D"

" .... (=__=)"...." *puts down whatever i was trying to jam into my mouth*

I will try... It's mind over matter...
We eat to live, not live to eat... *tries to psycho own self*

Whatever, i still love food.
NO, I don't regret whatever i've MANAGED to stuff through my esophagus for these past few weeks.
So take me with u if u need a jalan-jalan cari makan partner :D
And no, it's NOT THAT kind of 'cari makan' you pervs are thinking about.

til then