I'm married, but i don't know

something funny happened today...

I was a replacement teacher to prepare some kids for a Jazz Dance competition. Ok.. the focus wasn't on the teaching... it went absolutely well, thank you :)
As i was wrapping up to go home, i bid goodbye to Tony, one of the music teachers of the school. Then he said,

" Oh, say hi to your husband for me. :)"

WHAT THE....
since when was i married? *thinks to self*

" You are kidding rite, Tony?" *o.O*
"Oh, say hi to Chee Wei for me, k? Why, what's wrong?"
" Nothing's wrong, i'll say hi, but i'm not married, never did." *lol*
"What?! All the while i thought the both of you are happily married... Gosh..."
"HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA... okay... now we've got things cleared! gotta go, bye!"

Now that i've cleared ONE out of 3987639629684 misunderstood people who thinks i'm married, i'm making progress... Yup! *nods enthusiastically*

Laugh all u want okay?
I think that kinda contributes to my long term singlehood -____-"

til then

Can't get over that first love, ever.

I've been thinking to myself for the past few days...

What if, i've never done cheerleading in my whole life?
What would i be doing?

Honestly, i don't think i'll be doing anything at all. I'll be a nobody doing nothing special without an aim in my life. I really do think i owe it to cheerleading that got me where i am today. Cheerleading has shaped me into a more confident, self assured individual. Cheerleading has taught me that dreams are important and it makes life seemed much more meaningful. I've had the courage to go after my dreams and not be afraid to pursue what i think is right.

Cheerleading has also uncovered and nurtured my passion for dancing, i always used to love watching ppl dance, dreaming about dancing and wishing i could move like the ppl i watch but never had the courage to step up there and do it. Not that i can move very well, my techniques still suck balls, but hey, a first step will always lead to more steps, bigger steps and bolder steps.

My father used to tell me that the best job in the world is the one u wake up every morning with a big smile n eager to go to work. And i'm following that piece of advice very very closely. Every morning i'm thankful that i'm so blessed to be doing what i'm doing now. Coaching cheerleading and dancing is such an exhausting but fulfilling job. The satisfaction of hitting a perfect technique, mastering a double pirrouette or knowing that the kids you coach mastered a skill, is like no other, nothing else beats that kinda feeling. Nobody can make me feel differently about it.

Not even good sex i tell u.... hahahaha kidding...

What i meant to say is, i'm grateful for cheerleading that brought me to where i am today. It's like a first love that last for a long long time after when u first fell for each other.

And if i'm not doing cheerleading, i think i'll be working in a regular 9 to 5 job which i will eventually hate and wishing i had the chance to dance and do cheerleading while watching ESPN at 40 years old.

ughh *shudders in fear*

thanks but no thanks.

on another note, i'm going to cheer camp with my beloved old high school team, Vulcanz in 10 hours time. Gotta go pack now!!! WHEEE~

kthxbye

Gahh ness

Okay it's a weird post title... but u'll understand if i tell you why.

I got an A- for my thesis.
A- isn't a bad result, though i did expected more. Then i found out the marks of my results...
I got 79marks, ONE FUCKING MARK SHORT OF AN A!!! GAHHHH...
It's weird cause I really have no idea if i shud be happy it wasn't lesser than what i've obtained, or fucked up cause it's one mark short of an A. I'm certainly not doubting the examiner's judgement, but if given more time i'd have done a better job. But hey, everyone's given the same amount of time... so no excuses for me.
Sigh.. but anyway, At least it's a high A-. So yeah, i have no regrets.

ANyway... moving on to more important stuff :)

Thank you to Prof. Anis, Daddy of Dance dept University Malaya, my thesis supervisor who had been strict and patient to guide me along this grueling task.

Thank you Poh Gee for staying up with us helping us get through it even when u have 12939558 things to do. Thank you Abang Hamid for generously loaning us your books n giving bits n pieces of advices to guide us when we were all so damn clueless. The both of you are like our guardian angels and i feel we won't make it without the both of u.

Thank you to all my lovely classmates, CW, Xpor, SLing, May, Aiwi, and Ling for supporting each other's back throughout the way, it's alot easier to bear when u know u have companions fighting for the same cause.

Thank you Kak Munie and Kak Nurul for being there to help us on reference books and giving tips on getting started and structuring our thesis.

Thank u Adelle for always giving me mental support n encouragement, it means the world to me.
Thank u Ee Von and Cat for letting me spend the night with the lights on, disturbing your sleep and being understanding for my very fucking irrational thesis-writing behaviour.
And Thank u Jian, for helping me proof read my very salah england. I'm deeply sorry to torture u with my atrocious writing.
Love u guys millions!!!

Thank you to my very understanding family who've been worried sick cuz the daughter comes home losing weight each time they see her yet level-headed enough to not panic and never failed to show unconditional love by letting the daughter do her thing independently.

And thank you, my friends who've lent me a shoulder to cry on when life seemed to overbearing at that moment. Thank u for keeping me sane. You know who u are :)

ok toodles!