Thursday, November 29, 2007

The day doesn't end on a happy note

It is very true that everybody has their own flaws. I do admit i have a very big flaw of my own too.
Some very close ppl to me told me today that i need to chill and relax a lil'. I'm sorry that i do have very nasty temper and i sincerely apologise for all the times i've been rude unknowingly. Really, i'm very sorry, and i'm trying to change.

But since i'm not very good in words and usually what i have to say don't really come out right, so i think writing is a better way for me to let it out more accurately. I do have something to say on my side here as well. As much as u guys are not able to tolerate my flaws, i have to voice out my issues here too.

I do not like it when we take time for granted by making people wait.
I do not feel comfortable when we make other people wait on our expense.
I know that I do turn up late sometime as well, and i'm trying to change too.
I do not like it when we do something (which comes out of bad habit), but speak of other people when other people does the same.
I do not like to give people excuses, and i hope people do not treat me the same.
Change needs to start from within ourselves, and only with that we can improve.

I'm not perfect, but i'm trying to be a better person. Thanx for letting me know, but i do hope we all reflect it upon ourselves and take some time to think about it too.
We were all friends, and i intended to be friends for a long long time. I hope being honest doesn't kill the closeness that we have now, but strengthen it more. I hope u tell it to me, anything that u have in mind, because i'm sure that we can somehow handle problems with more sense and maturity, now that we've all grown up.

til then.

Monday, November 26, 2007

Tagged by FlorenceLim

idunnowhybutiliketodotags....

super boh liao...
so here goes.

5 things found in my bag:
- Wallet
- MP4 player
- Handphone (who leaves home without them nowadays?)
- Mini first-aid kit (i'm like an auntie stuck in a kid's body, must have minyak kapak, vicks, eye drops n panadol, if u r out with me, u r definitely safe :))
- Tissue paper (regular ones AND wet ones, i'm a lady that carries disposable hankies :D )

5 things found in my purse:
- Money (Duh!)
- IC (Duh again...)
- Condoms... erm sorry... COINS, i mean :P
- Mini Calendar
- Assorted rubbish (eg. receipts, movie ticket stubs, Mcdonalds KIDS fun Cards which is expired etc..)

5 favourite things in my room:

- Birthday Love Lamp :)

- Spongebob the bedroom boyfriend

- Blankie (sorry, no pictures, blankie is camera-shy)
- Automatic air-freshener (it farts sweet smelling freshener every few minutes, so my room smells nice :))
- Air-con (with a weather climate we're living in, 'nuf said)

5 things I've always wanted to do:
- 5 things? how bout more?

5 things I'm currently into:
- cheerleading (currently and always will)
- dancing
- Starbucks :D
- do tags
- tag other people (hahahaha)

5 people I'm gonna tag:
- Chloe Choi ;P
- Angie Soo
- Sue-lynn
- Sue-Yenn
- Rachel

okthxbai
til then.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

when u were younger

Do you still remember how was it like when u were in kindergarten?
Do u remember how your childhood was like?

oh well, for me, i may not remember much, some of those precious memories has probably been wiped away by my early age pre-amnesiac syndrome. What i'm gonna share with you is OTHER people's childhood memories... I was having dinner with a friend who teaches young children as her part-time income, so we've been exchanging experience about the kids we see.
(Info plug: I was a part time kindergarten teacher 4 years ago.)

There were a few memorable ones i remembered through my short experience as a teacher. There was this one kid, she is one of the most senior among her peers, so she is kinda like the "tai ka jie" (big sister) among the kids. She has a very strong headed attitude and talks a lot, ALOT. Being a "tai ka jie" means she is always the one who dares to speak up to the teachers n sometimes...emr no... most of the time, dare to rebel. To be politically correct, she is OUTSPOKEN, in lay man's term is "mou dai mou sai" (RUDE!!!)
Somehow kids these days are much smarter, so being the "experienced tai ka jie", this girl knows that i'm a new teacher, so she tried to push her limits with me. During lunch break, she filled up her plate more than usual, so i asked her "Girl, can u finish your food? it's a lot u know?" "of course can LAH~" she answered nonchalantly. Ok fine...

By the time lunch break ends, she hasn't even finished HALF of the bloody lot!
-_-"
So i told her gently, "You said u can finish your food, mustn't waste food rite?"
And u guess what did that brat did?

She spit out whatever is inside her mouth on top of the rest of the food. "I can't eat adi, yuck."
-_______________-"
Nia ma betul...
instead of jumping up to the ceiling n swearing vulgarities that can make sailors blush(which i was on the verge of doing), i did reverse psychology. i said,"hmm.. it seems u like to waste food, i shall ask the principal if she lets you do so." I smile n coolly walked out of the dining area. The principal is actually my close fren's mom n she a nice lady, but she's like Dumbledore, feared,loving yet respectable. All the kids love her, yet they get scared hearing her name when they do something wrong. And no u fucking pervs, she's NOT gay.

Actually i was only going to the toilet, i didn't really report her. I came back, n guess what?
She cleaned the plate, finished EVERY SINGLE SCRAP OF THE FOOD. Yes, including the spit. and sat there with a sulking face. Reverse psychology experiment worked!
:D
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There's also another kid who was in my class. He's not your typical cute doe-eyed sweetiepie pre-schooler, but he somehow reminds me of Golem from LOTR.

yeah... simillar but not exactly as disgusting like the one in LOTR. Cuz he has a botak head that looks too big for his skinny lil body, and his eye were huge n slightly protruding. with a cheeky smile to boot. Not to mention, this boy is very very very mischevious. (sheesh, it seems i'm fucking describing Golem instead)

This lil boy is in the class i'm teaching, which means i'm his form teacher. That day was the end of art class and getting ready for tea break, so i was clearing up the tableful of artwork to give space for the kids to have biscuits and milo. The other teachers once warned me about this little boy's rep, that i have to keep close n i mean ELEPHANT-GLUE-TYPE-OF-CLOSE eye on this boy as he is prone to do something when he is out of surveillance.

So i thought, wat harm can he do when everybody is busy eating. Well, kids like to put things in their mouth, n there were sweet cookies, so i thought it would be fine to just turn my head away to put the artwork into the shelf.

Boy i was wrong...it was only 5 secs i turned away when i heard some other kid cry. U know what happened? Golem Junior snatched another poor girl's biscuits n pour her cup of milo on the top of her head!!!OMGKNNCCB!!!!

That girl had wet sticky hair soaked in milo with bits of melted biscuits all over her head. And Golem Junior acted dumb while the other kids pointed at him. The whole scene was hillarious. I tried not to laugh cuz i din want the girl to feel bad n victimised. dahlah kena bully, the teacher laugh somemore.

Golem junior was alienated by his classmates the rest of the day for being the bully, he was exceptionally quiet n behaved cuz nobody wanted to talk to him. Reverse psychology worked again.

I don't remember much about how i was when i was younger, but i think things have changed alot. Kids nowadays dun wanna play in the garden anymore, they prefer to play PS, nintendo and XBOX. They also watch alot of Astro, and they have maids to wait on them hand and foot :( I had to learn to wash my own milk bottle when i was 4years old. (yalah, i still use bottle til i was four, so shutup.) Society has changed, for better or worse, it's up to our own decision to determine what will become of our actions.

Oh well, that's one of my most memorable moments of OTHER PEOPLE's childhood memories. Will tell y'all mine if i remember any WORTH sharing :)

til then.

Monday, November 19, 2007

and the fun begins :)

YAY YAY yayyayayayayayayayayayay!!!! YAYYYY!!!!
I'm finally done with the blardy exams!! :D

About to leave to genting in about 5 hours. Gonna be performing.
i hope it won't be too cold. Or at least it doesn't freezes my nose.
Oh well.. i'm so so so inl ove with this song, gives me the warm fuzzy feelin' at the pit of my tummy every time :)

Bubbly by Colbie Caillat

Will you count me in?
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feeling like a child now
`Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

It starts at my toes makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile please stay for a while now
Just take your time where ever you go

The rain is falling on my window pane
But we are hiding in a safer place
Under covers staying dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore

It starts at my toes make me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for awhile now
Just take your time wherever you go
But what am I gonna say
When you make me feel this way
I just...mmmmmmmm

It starts at my toes makes me crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile
Please stay for awhile now
Just take your time Where ever you go

Da da da da da da da da da da da da da dum
Bom bo da da da da da da da da da bom
Mmm mmm

I've been a sleep for awhile now
You tuck me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth

It starts in my soul and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose the feeling shows
'Cause you make me smile
Baby just take your time now holding me tight

Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Oh wherever you go I always know
'Cause you make me smile just for a while

<3>>------ *<3

til then

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

seven

I'm bored n i-tak-tahu-mati-still-wanna-blog-n-dun-study. Never done tags,check out eevon's and...ya. so here goes...

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. Tour the world with a famous dance troupe.
2. Own the first cheerleading gym in Malaysia.
3. Win the lottery :D
4. Taste different kind of food from all over the world.
5. Leave a mark, make a difference in this world.
6. Learn at least 2 more foreign language n be fluent in it.
7. Travel to at least 10 different destination all over the world.

Seven things I could do:
1. Keep taking dance classes n pray for opportunity to come.
2. Keep on cheering.
3. Start paying attention to unusual looking combination of numbers.. -_-
4. Taste different kind of food here in Malaysia, mostly UM mamak... wtf
5. Draw graffitis on tables chairs when nobody's looking
6. Create my own language n be a master in it. haha
7. Save money n pray for opportunity to come T___T

Seven celebrity crushes:
1. Chad Michael Murray
2. Milo Ventimiglia *blush*
3. Matt Damon
4. Keanu Reeves
5. Johnny Depp *swoons*
6. Adam Levine
7. Angelina Jolie 0.O

Seven often repeated words:
1. Huh?
2. What the...?
3. Nia ma!
4. I BaBaB u! *babab means beat/whack/bludgeon in chengchoo language
5. And ya....
6. OH NO!
7. Yerrr..

Seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:
Good Personal Hygiene. Need i say more?

Seven things I do to make myself happy:
1. Retail therapy
2. Listen to music n blast my bimbo pop collection in full volume just to annoy my brother
3. I scream, you scream, we scream for ICE-CREAM!!
4. Take a long long long long shower with scented bath gel. (Try body shop, godsent yummiliciousness :D)
5. Watch brainless cartoons.
6. Hang out with friends.
7. Sleep.

Seven of my favorite songs:
1. Everything- Michael Buble`
2. Home- Michael Buble`
3. Stand By Me- Shayne Ward
4. Relax, Take It Easy- Mika
5. Hide and Seek- Imogen Heap
6. Apologize - Timbaland & One Republic
7. I'll Stand By You- The Pretenders

Seven people I tag:
1. Sue-Yenn
2. Sue-Lynn
3. Delle a.k.a Angie
4. Rachel
5. Schan da man
6. Kimberly Mehta
7. Pei Kee

have fun. hope i annoyed u guys :D
til then

Monday, November 5, 2007

Backup-Plan Prior Exam for Procrastinators

Thought of The Day: I abso-fucking-lutely hate the Westlife version of Home- originally by Michael Buble!! How many times do they have to go on destroying other ppl's songs? -____-"

1 Month Prior To Exam: Go Out
Shopping, sight seeing, hanging out with other procrastinators... whatever. Look around when u are out so u get inspiration on what to write when u r dumbstruck for "tembak"-style answer during exams. Or waiting to get inspired is also good. Really.



1 Week Prior To Exam: Check If Your Exam Slip is Missing
Some (most) education institute make it compulsory for students to show their exam slips (a sheet of paper consisting ur ID, subject code etc) before taking the exam. So yeah, it's good to check. N if it's there with u, at least u know u can still go take exam. If not, time to go slip hunting.



5 Days Prior To Exam: Check If Other Procrastinators Have Started Studying
If Yes, well they're just paranoid. If No, oh well, u r still good to go. :)



4 Days Prior To Exam: Burn The Midnight Oil
Start studying, it's not too late. The Ups of staying up n study late, long hours, overnight? You get impressive eye bags n dark circles which scare the hell out of your other competitors in studies that they eventually panicked during exams because they taught u studied alot. You must play with their KIASUNESS to win them in reverse psychology :DD



2 Days Prior To Exam: Take A Break, Treat Yourself
Midnight oil-burning is exhausting. Time to take a break, treat yourself, eat n sleep as u please so u get the energy to do it all over again the next day. More over, get inspired.



1 Day Prior To Exam: Pee, Shit and Cry
Yep, Time for panicking. The above 3 action can serve as a temporary emotional release so u can go back to work. You can also spread the love to other procrastinators by proceed to pee, shit n cry with them.



30 mins Prior To Exam: Parasite
Go around to those smart people whom u've considered as nerds and too cool to mingle with. Be nice and ask them if they have tips. Shame on you, if they've decided to ignore you because u behaved badly to them before. N u're lucky if they even bother to tell u.



5 mins Prior To Exam: Say Your Last Prayers
Pray to whatever religion u r, or just pray even when u don't have one. N promise u will not repeat the same thing ever again. Which everybody even u doubt so. K, 'nuff said.



This post is dedicated to All my fellow darlings in the midst of the Exam Hustle Bustle Week.
I'm gonna go and transform into my Superhero alter-ego now...
I present to u.....





NerdGirl

kthxbye

til then.

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Brought tears to my eyes

I just remembered, that time at the market
snuck up behind me and jumped on my shopping cart
And rode down, aisle 5
you looked behind you to smile back at me
crashed into a rack full of magazines
they asked us if we could leave.

Can't remember, what went wrong last September
Though I'm sure that you'd remind me, if you had to

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in

I sleep with this new girl i'm still getting used to
my friends all approve, say she's gonna be good for you
they throw me, high fives

She says the bible is all that she reads
and prefers that I not use profanity
your mouth was, so dirty

Life of the party
and she swears that she's artsy
but you could distinguish
Miles from Coltrane

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
or so they say, say

She thinks I can't see the smile that she's fakin'
and poses for pictures that aren't being taken
I loved you
grey sweat pants, no makeup, so perfect

Our love was, comfortable and
so broken in
she's perfect, so flawless
I'm not impressed, I want you back.

-John Mayer- "comfortable"

i don't seek them, they find me.