Friday, February 22, 2008

u know there are those days...

U know there are those days when u feel like not getting out of bed because it's gonna be a bad day?
U know there are those days when u feel like the ugliest being in the world?
U know there are those days u feel that whatever u do is NEVER on par with everybody else?
U know there are those days where everybody is improving but u?
U know there are those days where u try hard to give all of u got but nobody notices it?
U know there are those days where your efforts don't seem to mean a thing?
U know there are those days where everything that u don't want happen, happens?
U know there are those days u feel like yelling at everybody because of your petty lil problems which makes u a sore loser?
U know there are those days where the only words that seem to come out of your mouth is wtf?
U know there are those days when u really really feel like a loser?

Yes, this is one of those days.
I think tomorrow will be a better one. I hope.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

Drink drank drunk...


10 Things NOT To Do When You Are Pissed Drunk
  1. Drive - Get a cab, only idiots drive themselves home

  2. Pluck your eyebrows - u don't wanna have a unibrow, as in only one eyebrow.

  3. Cut your own hair - nuff 'said

  4. Call your ex and cry about how life sucks - Put that lil black book away, if u dun want that jerk to laugh about how pathetic that u can't get over him. Yes, trust me.

  5. Cook on an open stove

  6. Switch on your webcam - U don't want people to see your dirty lil acts, especially your boss.

  7. Mass email your naked/naughty/ suggestively positioned/ artistic pictures to ALL your contacts on MSN, YM, IM... - Back off the keyboard

  8. Meddle with the microwave oven.

  9. Prune your mom's favourite bonsai plant.

  10. Trim your dog/cat/hamster/grizzly bear's fur or nails. - you might find a bloody pulp the next morning instead of your dear pet.

Things You CAN Do When You Are Pissed Drunk

  1. Sleep

  2. Sleep

  3. Sleep

  4. Wash your face with water

  5. then u sleep

  6. take of your clothes UNDER YOUR COVERS

  7. then sleep

  8. Hug your pet, and leave the bonsai plant, your hair and your eyebrows alone.

  9. and sleep

  10. Just sleep

Just don't drink and drive this festive season k? Think about the people u love and those who loved u.

til then.

Monday, February 11, 2008

Realize

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by..
Didn't I tell you

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realized what I just
we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realized what I just
never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

It's not always the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realized what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find
realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realized what I just realized

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize

"Realize" -Colbie Cailat-

This one's for u, love...
til then

Sunday, February 10, 2008

farewell rachiebaby

To one of my closest buddies throughout high school, this is a post dedicated to u, Rachiebaby dear.
I know i'm gonna get murdered when she can get her hands on me. But oh well, i'm gonna let the pictures do the talking...

To the girl who likes to take pictures of herself with OTHER people's camera, claiming to "leave a personal souvenir"...

at BBgym

while the hairdresser *ahem*me* does her hair,she sabo the camphone

during breaks in practice

And also the one whom i take embarassing candid photos of... (i swear she will kill me this time..)

while eating


While shitting... no..noobing..

and while sleeping...

and the girl who is my camslut partner-in-crime, the one who would strike a pose anytime, anywhere if i asked her to... (which i prefer to take candid shots, more fun, more risks :D)




...who went and win cheerleading competitions together with me, TWICE...



..who was my naughty roommate/ housemate during a guest performance trip to singapore...

with the Sue sisters :)

...who stayed around to wait for Stephy's passport and got lost together-gether in a mall in Johore...

outside immigration gate right before Singapore with Marc n Steph

...who invited me to volunteer to clean up animal poop during a public holiday at a National Zoo (mosquitoes the size of a butterfly chases u around in a swarm included)...

at Zoo Negara

...who backed me up during the stress while organizing C3 2007...

stress of the highest order

..also, not forgetting the stayovers, the DVD session, the shopping spree and the occasional bitch'n'gossip sessions.... (hey, we're girls.. so deal with it)

Thanks for being the for me, as a friend, a sister, someone i could confide in anytime without being judged. Thanx for sharing the dirtiest little secrets that we both would take to the grave. *ngek ngek, we know it and u people don't!* Thanx for letting me being able to be myself around u. You are one of the bestest buddies any girl can have. And thank you for confiding in me, thank you for trusting me and standing up for me. I'd marry you if i were a boy..hahaha

Damn, we looked so good together we should've been modelling!

You'll be leaving in a few hours, so last but not least...i wish u well and everything good to come when u are away. Hope your journey to Perth would be a safe one. Do call us when u come back, i will have baskins waiting for u :D

Take care girl! Sayang u!

Please come back soon :~(

Til then.

Chinese New Year with a conscience

Ok this is a bit late...

And everybody is also doing this in their own blogs...

So shall I...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!! May the YEAR OF THE RAT bring everyone of you WEALTH, HEALTH, JOY & HAPPINESS IN ABUNDANCE!!

Ok, this post is about self-conscience. And no, i'm not gonna do any fucked-up good behaviour counseling, and it is not going to be like those stupid SPM pendidikan moral crash course seminar.

Here's the question: What would you do if u find a pile of MONEY on the floor?
Yes, a pile of money. PLUS, u are alone and nobody is there. Just u and dough.

(a) You pick it up and keep it, and walk away ASAP.
(b) You stare at the money for awhile and see if anybody claims it, if not, u put them in your pocket.
(c) You hand it back to the rightful owner/ police station.

What would u do? Most of us would have answered (a) without conscience or doubt if were being asked this common question. I mean, who wouldn't want some extra pocket money? it is exactly like the chinese proverb, " money dropped from the heavens." Literally.
And usually when someone who picks answer (c) would definitely get 2 similar reaction:
  • Got or not? You don't keh si keh si(Keh si= fake it in hokkien) laa...
  • Wah, why u so stupid? keep the money la!

But it's altogether a different thing when u add conscience into the equation.

Last Hari Raya, my brother followed my mom to the business centre to run some errands. While waiting for my mom to finish her errands, he absent-mindedly loitered around the area. Due to the festive season, many people were bustling about the business centre either to do last minute shopping or to close a last minute deal.

Then there were many cars parked along the area. and my brother saw a stack (yes, ONE FAT STACK) of fifty ringgit CASH lying innocently on the road beside the door of a car. He picked it up, looked at it for awhile and absent-mindedly knock on the car and asked if the money belonged to them.

.... -_____-"""......

Which idiot won't say yes when u thrust a fat wad of fifty ringgit cash in their face asking if it's theirs?

so yeah.. The rest of the day was spent with my silly brother not-so-absent-mindedly ranting about not keeping the money. My mom consoled him by keep telling him that he did a good thing and she was proud of him.

I laughed at him. And there's a thing called karma.

It was 2nd day of Chinese New Year, I was hanging out with my bro and a group of friends. Then they decided to bring me and my bro about town to check out the popular hangout spots. We were hitting the clubs and having a good time. Well, good times are always interrupted by the need to pee.

Initially i was reluctant to use the public toilet as it was really dirty but i had no choice because my bladder was threatening to giveway there and then. So yeah, i surrendered and braved the ohmygoodnesssofreakingdisgusting toilet.

In the midst of juggling to avoid getting my shoes dirty and make sure i don't drop anything into the bowl, i saw a crumpled wad of pink paper with red writting on it. Hey... wait.. That's not paper, that's cash! COLD HARD CASH! So my immediate respond is to pick the money up and examine it first. For all you know, it might be fake.

And then i put the money into my pocket. Hey no one is in the toilet cubicle with me, so finders keepers :)

the end

Actually that's not the end, i came out of the toilet and 'innocently' went to the sink to wash my hands. A lady with a very worried face came rushing into the toilet and appeared to be looking for something. She looked left, right, high and low. Then she came walking towards me.

Many thoughts rushed through my head.
Should i act dumb and just keep it?
Or Shouldn't i?
Should i keep saying no til she gives up?
Aiya, just a bit of money only, give me as ang pow money laa...
But what if i make her angry then she got bunch of Tai Kors outside waiting to punch my lie-spinning face?
What if, she cat-fight with me here?
Never mind.. i got cheerleading muscles (quote kimmy :D)
But i'll dirty my shoes..eww....

But too late to assemble all my thoughts, she was already standing right in-front of me. She asked, worried but politely,"I lost my money, did u happened to see them?"

"Is it this? Here you go." was my answer as i took the money out of my pocket and handed it back to her. With a smile.

dang...Conscience took over my motor respond. It wasn't my fault, i meant to keep the money. I'm a money-minded, greedy and selfish bitch. NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Ok enough with the drama, so the night ended with my brother laughing back at me, telling me it's ok to give in to conscience. sigh. Karma's a bitch, too.

I hope this year would be a better than the year before, and i would again, chance upon a stack of cash lying around somewhere WITHOUT anybody around, waiting for me to pick it up without conscience kicking in.
Well at least i can live to tell everybody that i picked up a wad of cash and returned it to the rightful owner, just like the ones we read about in our Pendidikan Moral Textbook.

til then.

i don't seek them, they find me.