Time away from familiar grounds and comfort zone might provoke new insights and self discovery, i hope.
Will be back soon!! *excitedly packing dancing shoes* :D
til then
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
don't wanna miss a thing
Today, i realized that mommies and daddies will FOREVER have an issue with their kids kissing somebody else's kids. Regardless if the kid is 13 or 30 years old.
The old saying, " You will always be my baby boy/girl no matter you are 8 or 80." ?
I can put my dollar on how true that is.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
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Have u ever felt, in any point of your life, that u've been running in circles?
A circle that goes round and round n round...
A circle that completes you, puts you in a steady pace.
A circle that repeats itself, like a daily routine, that keeps you in line, cause you are doing the same ol thing every single day..
A circle that makes u feel like u belong somewhere in this world, cuz it's a circle of things you repeat and fall back into when, once in awhile, you step out of it and things go wrong out of the circle.
There are always downside to this circle though, life's a bitch afterall...
A circle that u just keep repeating non-stop, that u never see the end of it.
A circle that exhaust you so bad and u turn around and realize u have to go thru it again the next day.
A circle that keeps you in it, and u can't seem to get out of.
A circle that used to complete you starts to take bits n pieces away from you, and you felt like it's starting to eat you up inside.
A circle that goes round and round and round...
I don't ask, it's cause there is no point knowing.
I don't say a thing, doesn't mean I don't know.
I don't give a shit, doesn't mean I don't care.
There are things that should be left unsaid, so unnecessary arguments can be avoided.
Honestly, i'm sick of being not good enough, and it's not even to satisfy my ego.
I just want to be taken seriously, appreciated for the person I am.
I'm done trying to prove myself.
I smile, but that doesn't mean I am okay.
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Girls just wanna have fun
Just a short and random post dedicated to every girl out there...
The internet is such a wonderful networking system... you have amazing networking sites like Facebook, Hi5, Friendster (super outdated but still, one of the first few), bla, bla bla... They are great, especially if u wanna reconnect with Ex-schoolmates, ex-colleagues, long lost friends, long lost siblings, ex-lovers and whatnots... Everyone can be easily found online, or most of it at least.
These sites are also good for meeting n making new friends. (Caution for the young and naive, be careful when u decide to meet strangers) Anyway my point is, it gets a bit irritating when u have random people who will not stop bugging you online...Random, i'm talking about really random strangers who likes how cute/sexy/slutty you look in the pictures that u post up on these sites. And will not stop bugging you until you chat with them/ add them on your page/ give any human possible respond...
And that is fucking annoying.
Don't tell me i should stop putting up my sexy/cute/slutty pictures, because hey, It's not really my fault that they find me irresistable.
To counter that, there are a few ways you can try to repel all these unnecessary attention... (and most of the time, they DO work..)
1) The Age Trick
These people would surely ask how old are you...
Tell them you are 10 or more years older than your real age, best if it's old enough to be the other person's mom/grandmother. And tell them you are fun-loving and young at heart, but you're divorced, have one kid, and looking for a ready-made husband :)
2) The Gender Trick
Tell them the picture you saw was AFTER surgery. And thank them graciously for thinking you are hot :D You can ask them back if they wanna see your severed appendage.. (this works if you are a girl)
3) This one works even better, probably the most effective of them all...
BLOCK THEM
A girl has got to know how to protect herself, cuz the only person they could trust at all times, is THEMSELVES.
ok thanks bye.. til then
The internet is such a wonderful networking system... you have amazing networking sites like Facebook, Hi5, Friendster (super outdated but still, one of the first few), bla, bla bla... They are great, especially if u wanna reconnect with Ex-schoolmates, ex-colleagues, long lost friends, long lost siblings, ex-lovers and whatnots... Everyone can be easily found online, or most of it at least.
These sites are also good for meeting n making new friends. (Caution for the young and naive, be careful when u decide to meet strangers) Anyway my point is, it gets a bit irritating when u have random people who will not stop bugging you online...Random, i'm talking about really random strangers who likes how cute/sexy/slutty you look in the pictures that u post up on these sites. And will not stop bugging you until you chat with them/ add them on your page/ give any human possible respond...
And that is fucking annoying.
Don't tell me i should stop putting up my sexy/cute/slutty pictures, because hey, It's not really my fault that they find me irresistable.
To counter that, there are a few ways you can try to repel all these unnecessary attention... (and most of the time, they DO work..)
1) The Age Trick
These people would surely ask how old are you...
Tell them you are 10 or more years older than your real age, best if it's old enough to be the other person's mom/grandmother. And tell them you are fun-loving and young at heart, but you're divorced, have one kid, and looking for a ready-made husband :)
2) The Gender Trick
Tell them the picture you saw was AFTER surgery. And thank them graciously for thinking you are hot :D You can ask them back if they wanna see your severed appendage.. (this works if you are a girl)
3) This one works even better, probably the most effective of them all...
BLOCK THEM
A girl has got to know how to protect herself, cuz the only person they could trust at all times, is THEMSELVES.
ok thanks bye.. til then
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
i have been here many times before...
When you were younger, you hoped to be someone great when u grow up.
You wanna be a star, you wanna change lives, you wanna build dreams...
Then as time passes along, you are faced with expectations, faults, and the harsh realities in life.
Then you realised that sometimes you can't be everything u want.
And sometimes everything you want is not exactly everything u NEED.
Then it comes to a realisation that everybody has only 24 hours a day, seven days a week and 365 days a year.
You hoped that one day everything will fall into place, but somehow it never happens.
Because true enough, u never have enough time to do EVERYTHING u WANT.
You can do everything u want, just not great at it. "Jack of all trades, Master of NONE"
However you CAN be great, by choosing what you NEED. and put the rest to secondary.
But somehow u just grew so attached to the things that you build yourself to be and you can't get out of it.
Things that have intertwined in your life, that can be so potentially good in different ways, but come together and kill you from the pressure of it.
Things that require your attention like a newborn baby who cries to his mother to his every whim, and makes u feel guilty when you attend to it, but deep down inside u know there's no can do about it... because u have only 24 hours a day.
Things that will break your heart and rip you apart if you choose one over the other. Vice versa. Because u hold them both dear to your heart just like the back of your hands.
Things that u know will kill you if you held them tightly and refuse to choose. Things that make u stagnant, not GREAT, but just okay enough to past the day, just mediocre... Things u know that if u choose one, you will be extraordinary in it.
And in the midst of dealing with these things, when overprivilledged ppl come complaining how their lives are miserable, u wanna throw it back to their face and say, FUCK OFF! YOU WANNA BE ME FOR A DAY? I DON'T FUCKING CARE, IF U HAVE SO MUCH MISERY LIVING THE CHARMED LIFE, GO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF. LIFE'S A BITCH, DEAL WITH IT!
Okay, am done ranting. If u think i'm talking about you, no... jangan perasan.
k thanx bye.
You wanna be a star, you wanna change lives, you wanna build dreams...
Then as time passes along, you are faced with expectations, faults, and the harsh realities in life.
Then you realised that sometimes you can't be everything u want.
And sometimes everything you want is not exactly everything u NEED.
Then it comes to a realisation that everybody has only 24 hours a day, seven days a week and 365 days a year.
You hoped that one day everything will fall into place, but somehow it never happens.
Because true enough, u never have enough time to do EVERYTHING u WANT.
You can do everything u want, just not great at it. "Jack of all trades, Master of NONE"
However you CAN be great, by choosing what you NEED. and put the rest to secondary.
But somehow u just grew so attached to the things that you build yourself to be and you can't get out of it.
Things that have intertwined in your life, that can be so potentially good in different ways, but come together and kill you from the pressure of it.
Things that require your attention like a newborn baby who cries to his mother to his every whim, and makes u feel guilty when you attend to it, but deep down inside u know there's no can do about it... because u have only 24 hours a day.
Things that will break your heart and rip you apart if you choose one over the other. Vice versa. Because u hold them both dear to your heart just like the back of your hands.
Things that u know will kill you if you held them tightly and refuse to choose. Things that make u stagnant, not GREAT, but just okay enough to past the day, just mediocre... Things u know that if u choose one, you will be extraordinary in it.
And in the midst of dealing with these things, when overprivilledged ppl come complaining how their lives are miserable, u wanna throw it back to their face and say, FUCK OFF! YOU WANNA BE ME FOR A DAY? I DON'T FUCKING CARE, IF U HAVE SO MUCH MISERY LIVING THE CHARMED LIFE, GO JUMP OFF THE CLIFF. LIFE'S A BITCH, DEAL WITH IT!
Okay, am done ranting. If u think i'm talking about you, no... jangan perasan.
k thanx bye.
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